Summer is over.
True love never works out for me. ever.
I have a cankersore in my mouth.
I don't get along with my dad. at all. ( at all.)
I feel like I'm not doing much with my life.
I have to go back to college, which i hate. loathe, actually.
Reasons I am Happy:
I got my pictures developed today.
I listened to Oasis' new song and really liked it.
I got a black urban hat with sequins today.
I drank alot of coffee.
Reasons I am still Bleh, Ick:
I feel as if I am an adult, still being treated as a child.
I do not need told what to wear, listen to, or what my bedtime is.
I am very frustrated.
This is not an act of rebellion on my part, but rather an evident truth that is easy to see to a party all except for one.
Trying to stand up for your own personal thoughts and ideas while being treated like you are
immature, foolish, and overly-emotional is difficult.
Living in-between the lines of obeying in order to keep the cash flowing or going broke bc of personal expression is a hard line to walk. I have chosen the former, seeing as it was the wisest thing to do concerning the bleak outlook of my economic standpoint at this current time.
I am looking forward to the day when i will not only be treated as an adult, but also as a mature individual who has beneficial outlooks on life and is admired for her courage and boldness in wise decisions, good relationships, and an adventurous future.
this makes no sense to anyone but me. oh well.
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